Why I don't talk

Here we go my first real blog brace yourself.
I don't talk as much as everyone else because I am always thinking about everything. When someone says something to my I think about where I have heard that before and where. But before that happens my brain takes both halves of the argument in my head in 1/2 a second. Like if someone said "yes" to me I would instantly think of all the yes arguments and all the no arguments. With both of those in mind I begin to disagree with whatever it is they said. So the reason I don't talk is that everything I hear from everyone sounds wrong to me. And I don't talk because I am afraid (in a way) that I will sound equally wrong. I also don't talk because I have a false sense of "know-it-all-ism" I think I know better than everyone who says anything. It could be an expert on the subject expressing my views and I would disagree fully with him. Even my own ideas I disagree with. This my explain why I don't read because the opinions expressed in the book I will instantly disagree with and then I feel that I know more the the author, and what is the point of reading a book from a guy that knows less than you about what the book is about.
Hope I didn't jump around too much... O well this post will only get like 3 reads and 1 comment anyway so who cares what I say.